Ever have those days where the funk just takes over and puts you in a foul mood?
I was in a good mood until this afternoon. Then I was asked a question that just P-@-#-!-$-* me off. This person meant no harm. There was no malicious meaning behind the question. We were having a conversation and they just asked a question.
So why did this set me off?
Because now I have to admit the reality behind that question. In the back of my mind I know its there but don't you sometimes have a perception that is a little off from reality? Yep. Sure do.
But the real reality is, while although I know the question holds truth, why do I not fully mentally feel it? And is that a bad thing? I guess so. What I mean about not fully mentally feeling it is...while I know the reality (and trust me its there like a huge elephant), there are days I feel there is nothing wrong, that all is right and beautiful.
So now what to do? First and foremost, I will start praying. Second.....I pray God will give me the answers or the tools to make it better. I give it up to Him. This is something that I know I cannot do without Him on my side.